coughing uncontrollably this blows can’t sleep at all because of this stupid cough come on seriously i even went to bed at a decent time tonight too
the dear hunter
is a great band from what i’ve heard so far and okay so maybe i’ve only heard two songs BUT DISREGARD THAT AND LISTEN TO WHAT I’M TELLING YOU NOW THEY’RE GREAT AND YEAH YOU SHOULD GO LISTEN TO THEM RIGHT NOW go go go gogogogo
sometimes i think that i would like to get a pair of uggs and then i remember that they’re ugly as shit and expensive to boot (get it, i said BOOT) and i mentally punch myself in the face (for both the horrible pun and for wanting uggs at all)
term 2/midyear exam
Latin: 99/105 physics: 89 (87)/80 java: ?/? psychology: 90/93 calculus: 88/83 English: 85/? class rank will be recalculated by this week, I heard. it’s pathetic that I need this to validate myself, but I do. I need to know that I’m worth something, even if it’s for something as stupid as class rank. and I’m nervous. senior year grades are the worse i’ve...
lying in bed trying to sleep coughing uncontrollably this is not working at all
jesus christ you really don’t know how to shut up do you quit talking you’re making everything worse STOP YOU ARE NOT HELPING
and all of this will just sound like a stupid plea for attention. and maybe it is. I just don’t know what to do anymore
I am worthless
just to recap my college interviews
MIT: okay Yale: wonderful Princeton: great Harvard: eh relabeling this ‘shitty’
sometimes I wish I could disappear
I feel sick
princeton and harvard interviews today not looking forward to them at all i also don’t even know why i applied to princeton in the first place also my dad is a bit of a crazy driver. road rage and all that. now I know where I get it from
typekast replied to your post: i want to have a wedding Throw a wedding themed party… THEN YOU GET TO WEAR DRESSES AND HAVE CAKE alkfdsjkslj YES. and my friends can all be bridesmaids or smth and there shall be a fabulous cake and a big poofy ridiculous dress and it will be great
i want to have a wedding
but i don’t want to get married does that make sense
jasmine said these facebook messages remind her of...
Guy: That path of thought goes basically no other place than me giving you compliments. None of that matters, when you think about it. We're literally changing from second to second, why bother worrying about why I didn't approach you at some earlier time?
Me: because 1) i'm 90% sure this isn't really "NAME OMITTED"
Me: 2) there is about a 0% chance you/"NAME OMITTED" actually wants to get to know me
Me: 3) i'm 90% sure you're trying to humiliate me
Guy: NUMBER OMITTED There. Call me on private if you must, if only for a moment. I'll prove my sincerity, and that I have absolutely no intention of humiliating you or making you feel any discomfort.
Me: ... I'm not going to call you... this is fucking ridiculous
Guy: That ridiculous that someone goes out of their way to meet someone they're interested in?
Me: uh, yes, but mostly it's because I highly doubt this is really "NAME OMITTED". the writing style doesn't seem realistic at all
Guy: You deserve my utmost attention, and articulation in my speech is a courtesy I'll willingly give you.
Me: LOLLL wtf who is this, seriously?
Guy: This is going nowhere. I can prove it's me, just call the number. Or, if you must, I can come up to you on Monday and prove it then. It's me, Angelina.
Me: I applaud you for keeping up this pretense. elevated diction, perfect spelling, syntax, structure. good luck finding me.
Guy: I didn't mean it as if to sound like I was going to hunt you down or anything. Would a simple "hello" do? I only want to prove to you that it's really me. That will be far easier to move forward from this point than you doubting every word, don't you think?
Guy: This is how I would speak to anyone. Like I said, I mean you no discomfort. If saying "hello" to you in the halls, proves it's me, if you allow that simple action, I'll be happy with that, for at least I'll have proven my sincerity.
Me: hah. i feel no discomfort. no, I'm actually challenging you to find me.
Guy: And you don't mind? When I've proven myself on that note, perhaps we can talk about something more important than my identity, haha.
Me: why would I mind? it requires nothing from me. and if i'm wrong, then sure.
what the fuck
Guy: Hey, would you want to walk around before or after school starts? This may seem a bit odd considering we've never had a class together. I wanted to ask you this in the hallway, but I think that would have been frightening having a complete stranger approach you. It isn't my intent to make you uncomfortable, you do not have to respond.
Guy: Was there a misunderstanding? I have no ulterior motive other than getting to know you.
Me: do you even know who I am?
Guy: Well no, I'd like to get to know you.
Me: I give this practical joke a D+. not at all convincing, but I appreciate the effort.
Guy: I don't find you or this situation a joke in any form. I'm genuinely interested in you. If you wouldn't mind walking with me someday next week, that would be nice. Perhaps that would give me an opportunity to prove my sincerity.
Me: "we" went to the same elementary school/middle school for eight years in a row
Me: if you wanted to "get to know me", then you would've already
Me: nice try
Me: i don't know who you are, or what you're up to, but this is just getting ridiculous and stupid now
james marsden your face is perfect
i’ve uh kinda had this urge to fuck prettttty much every guy i’ve seen in the past two days whaaat
but there’s nothing i can do i just gravitate towards you you’re pulling on me like the moon i just want to get you sideways i’ll say anything i can to get me more than just a dance tell me where to put my hands you know that you could be my favorite one-night stand what would you do if i told you that i — la la la la — loved you?
Swing objects in java programming favorite thing asjd;flkjas seriously it’s so much fun in other news THERE WERE NO PROBLEMS ON MY CALCULUS EXAM THAT WOULD REQUIRE ME TO WRITE +C GOD DAMN IT
psychology felt easy i’ll see how the grade turns out calculus was … interesting couldn’t remember shit about related rates just kinda winged it just guessed randomly on three multiple choice questions lovely now to write some programs, eat food, prepare for the meet, run a 1k, come home, complain some more about how sick i am, shower, sleep great
+c +c +c +c +c +c +c +c +c+c+c+c+c+c+c+c+c PLUSCPLUSCPLUSCPLUSC IF I FORGET TO WRITE +C ON MY CALCULUS EXAM TODAY I AM GOING TO FREAK OUT
supposed to be studying for psychology and calculus keep getting distracted also i have a cold and it’s really fucking annoying because i feel like shit but i know i have to take two tests in less than 12 hours and i have a meet tomorrow that i don’t want to go to at all seriously 1000 isn’t a long race but it’s fast and i’m just not feeling up to it right now ...
started/finished the program in an hour i love it when things work out like this now to study psychology/calculus and then practice damn and then more calc/psych until i fall asleep lovely
no exams today - slept for a good eleven hours now to study psychology, calculus, and attempt to write some programs :(
got a call from the chair of the chemistry department at northeastern actually sounds really appealing wish it was march already so I could figure out exactly where I’m going in September
wait that was terrible I don’t think I’ve ever done as poorly on an exam as I have today physics why have you forsaken me
can’t breathe might possibly be sick or dying or something can I just not go to school tomorrow midyear exams are overrated anyway and I feel like shit right now
I've got a date tonight
with my physics book will be glued to it all night lovely
of course I’m jealous of her and of them but how could I not be you’re pretty much perfect and I can’t be the only one who sees this
happy new year, little brother
apparently my chinese sounds more natural than my brother’s according to my dad at least and the first thing my grandma said to my brother on the phone was “may you be as intelligent/successful (i don’t know what it’d be in english) as your sister” … i’m sorry, i know it must suck to be compared to me all the time and it probably creates unattainable...
“Hey ang, its jordan. I finally got my car on the road and i just wanted to let you know that if you EVER have any car problems or just dont feel like driving or whatever to just let me know because i will totally give you a ride anytime you need it!” o…………….
chocolate peppermint cookies plus a movie join me
I just want to watch movies with you all day long
there’s something about the name ophelia that I really like
if you’re good with words and can cook then there’s a 99 percent chance I’ll fall for you