February 2012
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wow I actually feel worse now than I did a few hours ago about this uh sleeping should be great have to make up for yesterday somehow I guess
Feb 28th
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sent in my first scholarship application today i needed to submit my transcript as part of the application transcript was updated last week gpa has gone down, unsurprisingly class rank is still first it doesn’t make me feel any better i feel slightly sick actually i know my classmates and family have certain expectations for me in terms of education and college JUST because i’m...
Feb 28th
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“If you asked me now who I am, the only answer I could give with any certainty...”
– Evelyn Waugh  (via 10380)
Feb 27th
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10380 replied to your post: to ~60% of my classmates: so true it hurts, like a sliver being wedged into an open wound with lemon juice poured on top which is preeeeeetty much exactly how i feel about going back to school tomorrow also of course it’s true i’ve been thinking about this for the past ten days or so and it feels like a punch to the face
Feb 27th
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to ~60% of my classmates:
today, i have realized exactly how much i dislike a lot of you it’s just that most of my classmates are terrible people (and maybe that includes me) obviously a handful of them are decent, but the vast majority are complete assholes who care only for themselves/their “image” when i go to college next year, there will probably be … about ten people that i would like to...
Feb 27th
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visiting umass amherst tomorrow I can do this I’ve never driven more than an hour at once this is going to be an adventure nervous as fuck for several different reasons let’s hope things work out
Feb 26th
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WatchWatch
Feb 25th
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my heart is broken
Feb 24th
god if I was a drug dealer I couldn’t give free drugs to 650 people in one day
Feb 24th
I can’t believe this movie came out in 2010
Feb 24th
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I’m sorry? Yes.
Feb 24th
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then I guess that would be the first time somebody’s lied under oath
Feb 24th
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ANDREW GARFIELD BB
Feb 24th
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I love your voice ugh why
Feb 24th
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second time watching the social network in two days I regret nothing
Feb 24th
Me: OH MY GOD! THAT WAS THE BEST DREAM EVER !!!
My brain: Obliviate
Feb 23rd
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Feb 23rd
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to do list
buy scissors buy a notebook fill up gas tank clean room do laundry lose ten pounds asap run run run run catch up on homework sleep more
Feb 23rd
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in the meantime, ab workout until I can’t move maybe this’ll make me feel better
Feb 23rd
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why can’t I stop gaining weight seriously it’s near impossible for me to lose weight the only time I really seemed to lost weight was when I got my wisdom teeth out and couldn’t eat anything for three or four days in a row
Feb 23rd
Feb 23rd
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I feel absolutely disgusting in my own skin
Feb 23rd
Feb 22nd
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Feb 22nd
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i’m okay with the fact that we don’t have a tremendous amount of money we are doing just fine but sometimes i wish that i did have a lot of money sometimes i wish i could go out and just buy stuff lots and lots of stuff and not feel the slightest hint of guilt or shame for spending so much money i always feel guilty when i spend money
Feb 21st
i’ve missed you so much and i hardly even know you
Feb 21st
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hey there
don’t message me saying hello when all you want is for me to come up with an idea for YOUR filmmaking assignment that’s due tomorrow you fucked yourself over and i have no obligation to help you  especially since you’re clearly only talking to me for this one reason come back when you’re interested in actually having a conversation bye
Feb 21st
joshishollywood: I feel like there’s a correlation between the sentiment behind the phrase “people are way too sensitive these days” and the fact that all too often it is uttered by the absolute worst kind of person
Feb 21st
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I’m going to clean my room today and I will kick its ass and it is going to look great
Feb 21st
Feb 21st
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sometimes i think i’m completely awesome right now is one of those times
Feb 21st
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to a select few of my classmates:
just so you know prom is almost three and a half months away there is no need to get all crazy about dresses WHEN YOU HAVE ALMOST FOUR MONTHS jesus christ and having an argument online over FACEBOOK OF ALL PLACES because someone has the same dress as you? god i can’t wait to get out of here because i’ve spent anywhere from four to twelve years now with you assholes and trust me...
Feb 21st
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NO WHY WOULD YOU DELETE :(
Feb 20th
Feb 20th
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I momentarily forgot how to breathe I think I’ll go to bed now and hope I don’t forget again in my sleep
Feb 20th
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took me an hour to do this, but i finally filled out one of those movies 2012 pages 41 movies in 50 days.  awesome. my goal is to increase that number so i will have watched an average of more than one movie for every day in 2012 i’ll do one for 2011, too my list for 2011 only goes from august - december though because that’s when i realized it’d be a good idea to start...
Feb 20th
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Feb 19th
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I’m going to be eighteen in two and a half months and in a way I’m absolutely ecstatic just thinking about it but in a way I wish I was ten again I worry so much about growing up and growing older that I don’t think I’ve ever really appreciated what I have in the present
Feb 19th
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delightful is a delightfully fun word to say
Feb 19th
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thinking about driving to umass amherst with jasmine on wednesday or something to visit hao and alex might take around two hours BUT IT WOULD BE SO WORTH IT since I haven’t seen hao or alex in six months now and also I used to have an enormous crush on alex and in a way I still do but not to the point where I really missed seeing him every day point of this post: how do I convince my...
Feb 19th
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I like the word putrescence
Feb 17th
“I don’t know who you are. I don’t know what you want. If you are looking for...”
– Sylvia Plath (via incorrectsylviaplathquotes)
Feb 17th
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it’s 2am and it’s not really THAT late but i think that my body’s freaking out on me because it’s the fourth day in a row that i’m depriving myself of the right amount of sleep grr i want to be productive but my head hurts and is spinning a bit and my hands are so cold
Feb 17th
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Feb 17th
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wholove: roryborealis: do you think it’s too early for a tsn reboot with the same cast, director, writer, and crew? #A SEQUEL IS NEEDED. THE SOCIAL NETWORK 2. ONE FACEBOOK MOVIE ISN’T COOL, YOU KNOW WHAT’S COOL? TWO FACEBOOK MOVIES. AND IT CAN START WITH MARK AND EDUARDO LEADING THEIR SEPARATE LIVES, LIKE EDUARDO WAKING UP FOR A DAY AT WORK AND MARK JUST BEING AWAKE IN THE FACEBOOK HQ...
Feb 17th
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since i’ll be staying up for most of the night doing homework might as well record my progress on here okay so hamlet storyboard project toast lab flywheel lab marble lab latin essay i think that’s it currently done with cover page of hamlet storyboard project woooooo
Feb 17th
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beforetheworst2012: So I felt like I should tell you guys a good story, rather than just my thoughts.  So be prepared for the really really unique situation that’s about to be described :) So it’s junior year cross country season.  I suck at cross country, but that’s just a side note.  We had a meet against Dracut, at Dracut, and I was feeling pretty confident about their course.  I washed my...
Feb 17th
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Feb 17th
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english assignment: create a storyboard for a scene in hamlet which scene tho the dumbshow polonius’s death ophelia’s flower-throwing/singing/final scene other?????
Feb 17th
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Feb 16th
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