you are so fucking infuriating sometimes
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I keep on fucking things up woo
it has been one year since the first time I stepped foot on this campus… and one year since the day I met you.
i liked you way too much for my own good. i still remember how nervous i was. i remember your green bracelets. i remember how much i loved your wrists. it was such a weird fixation, but i think that’s what stuck out to me the most.
it has been thirty days since everything changed.
you are most certainly the best and worst thing that has ever happened to me. the past year has been really fucking insane, but i don’t regret a single minute of it.
I am so fucking confused.
Nobody tells you that accompanying friends to the ER is part of college life.
all the april welcome days are coming up. it’s been almost a year. just one more week.
i feel like i’m drowning. why do i let myself become so attached to people?
Our relationship wasn’t loveless, but you certainly loved me less.
do you remember how we spent one month apart in the summer, right after orientation? do you remember how long that seemed? four weeks and eight thousand miles did nothing to change how i felt about you, except that i missed you more and more every day.
…how is it already three weeks since the last time i woke up next to you?
there are three guys (give or take) who currently like me and it’s flattering, but this is the one time in my life where i wish that this weren’t happening
WHERE WERE Y’ALL WHEN I NEEDED YOU IN MIDDLE SCHOOL
now it just makes me feel worse because these guys want me but he doesn’t.
why am i not good enough for him?
fuuuuuuuuuck i’m not over this at all
why is this happening he’s not even that special
it’s much easier to hate her than it is to hate him
bitter. happy. nostalgic. sad. content.
i keep on cycling through these goddamn emotions and it’s so dumb because ultimately, i should be content. i’m so lucky in so many ways, and i have the best people in my life, and i enjoy making others smile
it’s silly to let one person affect me this much
anddddddd yet here i am
it scares me that you never know what someone is thinking or feeling towards you and everything that they say could be one massive lie
“i think she’s still my property”
shut the fuck up shut the fuck up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up