been putting this off for days now

time to crunch this essay out like a boss now

what else?

• pamphlet (can do it during java tomorrow)
• track sign-up (can do it in the morning)
• science article (can be done throughout the day)
• study for calc (can be done throughout the day/during breakfast)

okay i can totally do this.  LKSJDFLKJKLFJ MOTIVATIONNNN

still wasting time

omg

it’s already 6 pm

okay let’s plan this out.  shower. WRITE WRITE WRITE  dinner.

WRITE WRITE WRITE WRITE WRITE.

science article.  

WRITE WRIIIIIITE

track sign-up thingy

capstone pamphlet

pick up poster thingy?

ok ok okokokokdfsoko i can do this I CAN DO THIS

OKAY ORGANIZATION TIME

GO

• english essay that i’ve been putting off for three days now
• studying for calculus so i do not get a d this term
• track sign-up forms
• IDOC stuff
• psychology concept maps for this unit and the last unit
• science article
• physics PODs

okay i’ll probably get the essay done tonight and maybe the track thing and that will be good enough for me

agh so much homework

i have little to no motivation at alllll

but i have a d in calculus right now and that shit ain’t gonna fly

everything’s just piling up around me

not to mention all this financial aid stuff

what if i actually get into all these colleges and then can’t pay for any of it because i didn’t submit the fa forms properly? my parents would probably disown me and then murder me

term 2/midyear exam

Latin: 99/105
physics: 89 (87)/80
java: ?/?
psychology: 90/93
calculus: 88/83
English: 85/?

class rank will be recalculated by this week, I heard. it’s pathetic that I need this to validate myself, but I do. I need to know that I’m worth something, even if it’s for something as stupid as class rank. and I’m nervous. senior year grades are the worse i’ve ever had. I really like being at the top, but there’s nowhere to go but down.

until the ninth to get to 110. march to get to 106